Christmas Eve

Christmas Eve today.
Festival Season now!
But I completely no holiday mood.
Why Why Why???
Cause Christmas and New year all fall on Fri.
And I still have to work on Sat.
So down.

Christmas Eve also work full time.
Now the aunties is preparing the Christmas party in the office kitchen.
Ya, Christmas party in the office. No buffet. Is pot luck.
Each person prepare one dish.
Budget. Hai....

Hoping For A More Meaningful Life

So Tired today.
Like What Natalie, Can't wait for Friday to come :p
Friday = Stock Day.
Where we go find new Design of stock for your store.

Eileen, I not going to change my work to that Co. already.
Aubrey don't really support cause he heard alot of bad experience from his friend.
ST call me personally yesterday before i knock off to meet Eileen @ Tampines Mall.
Arhh...We forgot to take some photo yesterday.
Nvm...Eileen date me out soon ok. haha.

Your gals saw the news about the weather?
Sound so scary. Is the end of the earth coming soon?
If is really coming to the end of the earth, What will you do?

I still got a lots of things haven't do or went in my life.
- Open a Store of my own
- Get Marry
- Travel around the world
- Friends around me haven't believe Jesus yet.
(Friends Help me accomplish this wish so we can go Heaven together)
If I will to continue writing the list of things i have accomplish in my life,
It will be super long. It will be longer than the list of task I accomplish.

Sometime I really feel is a waste of time to sit in this office.
Wasting my life. Can't imagine, when the moment of the end of the world
and i am still sitting in this office doing nothing. Like waiting to die.
Really not worth it.













Check out my new Collection :p

My Path of Life

ok. Final. I rejected the offer.
Yes After work the agent call again.
and ST ask me to consider again and say will
offer me a chance to go oversea for work as well.
it really temp me.

Only my mum ask me to accept the offer.
She don't support me to do full time biz.
cause my dad is a bad example.
But i believe, I can do it and will not be part 2 of my dad.

The agent just call me, and i told her i rejected the offer.
she ask me will i change my mind and i say no.
She keep saying, about what i write on paper about what you
hope to see yourself to be in 5 years time.
i write senior designer. So i tell her, I got no choice but to write that
cause what i currently studying is not related on the job i am looking
for. and she agree on it too.

anyway the agent so cute. we got so many in common.
Same Diploma Course and Same Degree course.
haha. same school same course but different year.
No wonder got so many thing to talk.

Yesterday went to far east to look for store to rent.
Hope to get some reply soon.

Now my focus will be school and my store.
Jia you cheryl! and Jia you my friends.
I believe alot of you got same problem as me.
Grey area of life. Don't know what we want for future.
Don't know which path to choose.

How i choose my path?
To my interest bah.
$ isn't everything.
I don't want to be a robot who work for $ only.
No life... ...

Big Headache

BIG HEADACHE HERE AGAIN!
Why?Why?
Why STEE accept me??
crazy me right? people accept me and yet I headache.

The Job agency lady just called me, she ask what my stand now.
If STEE offer me slight higher paid then what i am getting now.
Then I tell her, actually my stand has change already.
You can withdraw me out from the list.
Then she say till like STEE very good co. and good benefit.
So i say i will get back to her.

After calling Aubrey, I decided to reject. So i send an email to the agent.
cause aubrey say, you might get a higher pay but you might not have chance to do
you online store already. cause you can't bring a harddisk to camp.
and ask me what i feel is more impt. Online store or this offer.

To me is online store, cause so much affort to it already. open for about 2years.
And some more i plan to rent a store for it and hoping to make it full time.
Reject or accept i am both worry.
If I accept it, will it be a good choice?
If I reject it, What if my store cannot work out, then this kind of offer doesn't happen every time wor.

After the email, the agent call again. And ask me why i want to reject it.
She told STEE that i want to reject the offer and she is stunt.
maybe because of what i say in my previous post. This kind of co. why you still work there?
so i tell the agent about my worry of my online store.
the $ they offer is only 100 to 200 more than what i getting now.
which my current pay + online store sale can be more than what they offer.
But they got bonus. Then i tell her whats aubrey say.

anyway I think i will reject it since i really want to start my own biz.
how you girls think?

Busy day

A week full of story.
Thur Night when i reach home a job agency call me at about 8pm.
Poor agent work till so late.
She tell there is a job on content developer, Which mean flash.
Then i say ok. I will try it.
and say will give that company and shortlist for interview.

Fri Morning about 9am (when i am sleeping in bus).
She call again. Ask if i can go down for an interview today.
Very last min right. I didn't even wear formal. But they say that company don't mind.
so i accept it and took a urgent half day leave.
230pm went to raffle place to look for the agent first.
and very qiao, She same course as me in TP. is our senior, But i don't know her.
She grad 2 year before me. and both of us have the same lecturer.
Mr D. and more.....very cute lady.
Then went for an interview at 430pm @ Mindef.
haha...i not signing on for Army. Is ST Electronics, a super big co.
get interview by the director and HR. 2 person
Interview for 30mins. ask till my brain dead already.

Some funny Question:
HR: oh so your current pay, whats your starting paid?
Cheryl: Mm..haha..same... -.-|||
HR: huh. You mean thru out is the same pay?
Cheryl: haha...ya is a trend in the company -.-
(must say this later she thot my performance not good)
HR: So whats ur benefit in your current Co.?
Cheryl: mm...0.5mth bonus.
HR: huh...0.5 mth bonus! any other benefit like 13mth bonus?
Cheryl: no. only benefit is 0.5mth bonus.
HR & Director: So why you stay in that company for 2.5years.
Cheryl: *Stunt.

I am hoping that this interview will fail.
cause aubrey say if i work there is like sign on army already.
the job scope is to create e-learning flash for the Ns-men.
and aubrey say those people i work with will be very firece.
but i not very sure.
But the working environment when i enter the camp i feel abit weird.
cause all guys wor...office is alot of lady.
but outside all army guys.

I am so tired now....Sat morning again. Work Work Work....

Silent Sat

SAT Again!!!
You might think the sentence above i say it in a very high.
No No! is angry mood.
So difficult to drag myself up today.
You can imagine i on my bed shouting and beating my bed in the morning.
Yesterday fri (hari Raya Haji) and yet sat i need to work.
Can imagine my long holiday spoil by it.

Wanna cry. I really don't know why am i here for every sat.
cause i never do anything on sat at all.
Ya do THE DESIGN CLOSETS stuff only wor.

Like what I tell my friend THE DESIGN CLOSETS got more think for to do then
what i am doing in the office. and think of how my manager ask me that day
about my request of 5days work. I really feel like whacking him wor.
I really wonder how he stay in one piece till this age. Haha.

so what am I doing now?
- watching show
- Waiting for my store order to come in.
- Waiting for 130pm to come.

After work, meeting natalie and my bro to IT Fair @ Expo.
Wanna get a case for my xiao bai (mac) which is going to be xiao hei soon.
A v v v Good mouse, cause i don't know y my mouse can never survive more than 1 year.

Then waiting for my dear dear to come back from Siem.
he will reach SG @ 6pm.










THE DESIGN CLOSETS's Closet Collection III
is UPDATED! Abit disappointed by the photo.
For the whole week it isn't raining.
but yesterday when we plan to take photo of the clothes,
It start raining. bad lighting.
How i wish i can have a bigger room.
Then i will make part of my room with bright light and one big cloth behind it.
Then can take nice photo.

I WANNA LEAVE HERE ASAP.
I want to start my own real Biz soon.
Hope this Dream can be fulfill before Dec 2010.
Best Before Jun 2010.
Jia You! Jia You!

Empty House

2nd blog of the day.
today is the worst day ever.
Time pass so slow for the whole day.

When a person is alone, time will pass slower.
Today in office talk less than 5 sentence.
request manager to give me 5days working day 2 wks ago.
after 2 more email to him. he haven't reply me yet.
so today i went to his desk and ask him how izzit.
and he reply me can't get back to me so fast.
is like 2 wks already wor. this is how's my company system go.
slow and no respond. even request reject, he will also never reply.
cause i and shah get it before.
and his cruel respond make me sian the whole day already.

Then back to the empty home. EMPTY.
no one is around for tonight.
only me and yuki (my cat).
dad and mum go kukup will only be back tomorrow night.
Aubrey go to siem since tue will only be back on sat night.
My bro will only be able to book out tomorrow afternoon.
online but not much ppl online. think all on date already.

thats isn't the only unlucky thing i met today.
first step into my hse i step on some liquid.
ya is yuki, he is ill.
vomit and shit shit.
first thing back home to to clean the whole messy.
vomit at 2 spot, living room and kitchen.
and shit is at the toilet. sian to the max.

and now i am rotting.
is holiday wor. i dun wanna slp so early. but nothing to do.

arhhh.....so lonely.
err....yuki also v bored.

hope tomorrow will be a better day.
plan for tomorrow is get stock for closet collection
and photo taking.
NEW Closet Collection will be up on sat :p