Happy New YeAR...Really Hope that it will be a better Year for mi....2005 didn't really live v gd or happy...Lonely is the word for 2005....Hoping for a better word for 2006...
Goal for 2006:
1. God:
Spend more time wit God. Must have a quiet Time With God everyday...Starting from 2006 Jan 01...
2. Family:
Have a better Bond with my family....Already have a v gd bond with my mum and bro...but dad...still trying...i will control myself not to fight with him...[although it is v hard]...Pray that he will noe how to communicate wit us(family)...The only conversation he with us is Hp,internet,computer stuff...tat make mi feel v fan of it...
3. Friends:
PCS....a friendship of 3 person is really v hard to maintain... I am trying v hard to get every body in a conversation...but i feel tat i am still getting left out...some time i really feel v tired to it...But i really Cherish u gals...Hope 2006 we can have a better friendship and also better communication among us before we went for our SIP[when we might not get to see each other more often] will really cherish the time left for this term...
MinHui...A friend tat i also Cherish alot...We had alot of happy times together,,,but @ the end of the year it doesn't really end v happy for mi...but we do have a v gd start ...where i open to u...hope we will forgt wat happen last year and start a brand new year...
Eileen...Another friend that i cherish alot...a friendship of 9 years...time really fly so fast...9yrs wor....although this year we hardly see each other but... Dun worry u are not forgotten...Hope to heard from u more often..and also happy schooling...tml sch reopen le...
I am Quite a failure...Coz some time i am thinking...friend so many so wat...when i feel so lonely... none of my friend is around mi... "for things to change ...I must be the one to start changing.." but some time i really feel tat it dun work... I try to entertain my friends around mi to make them happy althrough i myself is depress...but they dun bother... maybe time to update my jk bahx...not funny anymore...
Friends I can have alot...But Good and Close friends...a few is enough...
as for one good relationship is already so hard to maintain...
Really cherish every one of u...i dun noe how u gals cherish mi...but infront of u gals i dun wanna hide any feeling from u gals...so any unhappy stuff of our relationship i will say out...so hope u gals will do the same thing to mi....say out....ok.... so i hope wat i write there will not make our relationship go sour but will make our relationship better... Coz it really took mi lots of courage to post this up...i wrote alot of unhappy post for the last few months..but i dun have the courage to post them up... tats y u gals keep asking mi y so long nv post... ... But i feel tat i have to say it out...if not relationship will gone just like tat, which i really dun wish tat it will happen one day....
So for friendship....my Goal for 2006 is to have a much better relationship with u gals....Hope u gals also think the same....
And pls feel free to tag anything u gals wan...coz this url only this few ppl noe...Eileen, sally, minhui and philina...ok.....
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